yes.. i WOULD love a drink, why thank you..


right now... at work... i wanna sleep till it's over and i can be where i was before

...or go back to the place i'm SUPPOSED to be... either way, i'm gonna lay on the bed and smile a bit XD

xoxo Willow

apricots

im getting sick... or.. i was a bit sick and... oh i dont know. one of the two...

either way i'm killing the Duro-Tuss... and it tastes like apricot... or schnapps.... bliss. lol

for some reason, other than the cough, i've been really... happy.. the last few days, it's odd, i dont know if i will ever be used to it, lol. but i'm happy, and i think it's because i'm not freaking out over small things anymore. i dont know what comment was made, or who said it... but something has put me at ease again.

i like the feeling.

trusting. it's just so strange. i know it wont last, but i like it while it's here

xoxo Willow

If this is what you want, then fire at will...

Listening to My Chem always puts me in a funny mood. i mean, i love it, but i always feel like the little 14 year old emo/goth kid i was 9 years ago, in highschool. broken and tainted by things i didnt know were venomous to my mental health.

And i kind of miss someone i shouldnt miss, and i dont understand just how i miss them, since the last time i saw them was.... i dont even remember really. he's a my best friend, or... he was. he was my world, and i miss being his. i dont think it's so much Litter, as it was the way i had someone i could always count on to be my support system. i went and screwed it up by falling in love with him, and letting him love me back, but we let it fall apart together. but thats hardly here no there, not anymore.

to use the phrase that ended our relationship, as it was, and the statesment i now understand so completely it bites into my very skin...

"I just miss having my best friend."

xoxo Willow