01 November 2009

Crawling

I dreamt of spiders last night.
In real life, I love them, I think they love me too... I seem to attract
them. But last night, last night it was as though they were coming from
someone, to me. Big ones, little ones, babys, full grown... all from the
same place, and looking for me. A small one crawled up my arm, I could
feel legs digging into my skin, but managed to brush it off before it
bit me. I remember not feeling afraid, so much as I was feeling nervous,
apprehensive even, as though I wasn't quite ready for the pain of a
bite.

People say dreaming of spiders indicates good luck, but it also says it
indicated the dreamer feels like an outsider in a situation, which rings
more true to me right now. Such conflicting meanings. By comparison, a
spider bite is said to mean either conflict, or deception, namely
falling under the the deception of someone trusted.
Does that mean that by, in my dream, brushing the spider off before it
could bite me, even though I felt it coming, that im going to stop
someone I trust, but who makes me feel like an outsider, from decieving
me, and thereby creating some good luck for myself?

I like to think so.

xoxo Willow