Heavy hearted lover

I feel like my chest is imploding in, its too much.

Im like a black hole, im pulling too much into myself when it comes to
feeling this.
Im terrefied of you, because I know you're not even remotely afraid of
what will happen to you when im not around anymore.

The day you stop pretending you care, will be the day I stop pretending
I don't, and by then I'll be gone.

Xoxo Willow